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In front of my face and all around me in my neighborhood, according to the apps, were signs of struggle and discontent. Other users, signaling their desire to find something more substantial than quick sex, stated they were looking for someone to give them a reason to delete the app. I know why he lost all his chats—because he deleted the app, then caved and reinstalled it. I started using these apps heavily in May and discontinued use for a few months at a time at various points over the last four years, generally depending on my relationships and their varying degrees of openness.

The male hook-up app is exclusive in the way that many gay bars with their screaming bachelorettes are not. The hook-up app is integrated into gay culture, and integrated into the hook-up app or, if you prefer a softer term, dating app is an open sense of dependency on it and of pushing back against that.

Were I in the Midwest, for example, where the nearest available sex partner might be 20 miles away instead of 20 feet away, my experience with these apps might be different, as might this piece. That said, it seems worthwhile to attempt to distinguish the line between addiction and app use resulting from things being just the way they are, precisely because that line is not at all a bright one.

David Greenfield, founder of the Center for Internet and Technology Addiction and assistant clinical professor of psychiatry at the University of Connecticut School of Medicine. This device may be addictive. Our devices have great power to trap us in repetitive behaviors without our noticing how repetitive they are. It gives you a reward in an unpredictable fashion in terms of when, what, and how.

And just as the hook-up app is embedded into gay culture, the internet is embedded into the larger culture. Halkitis has studied behavior in gay men for over 20 years and is gay himself. If, for example, it takes me twice as long to watch a movie at home because I keep pausing it to check my Grindr messages, does that count as interrupting my everyday life? If that extended viewing process has, in turn, caused me to delay working out, or cleaning my apartment, is it then interrupting?

Yet, at least the byproduct of all of these things is tangible, whereas the outcome of Grindr use is temporary in the best-case scenario—after having sex, some time passes, and you want more.

A bleaker outcome results from an unsatisfying Grindr hook-up leading to craving more sex immediately after. Understanding Sex Addiction in Gay Men , as well as a clinical psychologist who treats sex addiction. Rarely acknowledged, it seems, is that these apps sit at the potential intersection of both, which makes them unique and gives them their own, specific narcotic qualities.

Using Grindr and Scruff as exemplars, I will demonstrate that a choreographed dance of pleasurable and frustrated game playing—through an amalgamated system of strategic filtering, screening, monitoring, cajoling, and teasing—formulates the logistical and emotional circuitry of GMSNAs that produce the images and chats that maintain user attachment.

It is not because GMSNAs make it easier for gay men to network socially that these applications have triumphed over physical spaces such as bars and bathhouses.

That this feedback is often based on no more than a few pictures—highly curated fractions of seconds that have been frozen in time—is a quiet truth drowned out by all the chatter, compliments, and invitations to sex.

The value of this type of feedback to members of a population that is full of men who grew up feeling undesirable outside of the mainstream and often continue to feel that way, regardless of legal and cultural advancement has the potential to be immense. There were a lot of reasons that I was so drawn to hook-up apps during the peak of my usage—the pursuit of sex, loneliness, boredom.

Beyond existential reasons, these apps tend to draw you back like any thread of communication would. But what was most compelling was the potential engagement and validation of my ego. I knew I was being irrational, too—maybe not in those specific moments, but often enough in the moments surrounding them. After teasing all this out at my current remove, this behavior strikes me as compulsive. There has been some research conducted in the realm of general internet feedback repeatedly suggesting a correlation between positive feedback and high self-esteem, and also a connection between self-curation and self-esteem , but this research largely focused on public social media like Facebook, where the platform and feedback is visible to a potentially high number of users.

Hook-up apps, though, are platforms made for private interactions. Some recent papers available on the U. But the idea [is] that you can get that feeling of social inclusion or approval from the app itself. But for men whose egos have been already deflated by cultural stereotypes—as is the case for a gay Filipino-American academic I talked to for this piece, Anthony Ocampo, who feels that American sex culture is hostile to him as an Asian man—hook-up apps can be a necessary and positive corrective.

Obviously, people who make apps want you to use them. The more often you use them, the more often they can expose you to ads, and the more they can boast about their traffic to potential advertisers.

At the same time, plenty of products that are known to trigger dependency issues—take cigarettes and alcohol—are manufactured daily and readily available.

The burden of use regulation falls on the consumer, which is part of the reason that all of these things are legally only sold to adults. Grindr, Scruff, and the like, though, were largely developed by gay men for gay men, so we can perhaps place slightly more cultural responsibility on them as servers of their own community, who understand it well enough to provide a service that has rapidly worked itself into its culture.

Scruff, an enormously popular hook-up app along the lines of Grindr whose users tend to skew hairy and bear-y, did, however, get back to me. I sent a list of questions to them—among them: Was the potentially addictive nature of Scruff given any consideration as it was being developed? We strive to build a space that is friendly, safe, and useful for our members. These ads have been shown to members over million times.

We strongly encourage non-profit and state agencies that provide services for LGBT people with sex addiction and other mental health issues to connect with SCRUFF members in the communities they serve by signing up for BenevolAds at http: Waging a full-scale cultural battle with technology is foolish; technology will always win. Many guys feel that internet porn has negatively affected their sexual functioning plenty of clinicians like Weiss, for example, agree with these claims , and a resulting NoFap movement has emerged in response , over a decade after internet porn became a reality.

That no such counter-app movement occupies any significant cultural space could speak to many things—the newness of this technology compared to internet porn, cultural compliance, a general lack of anxiety over something that ostensibly makes our lives easier.

In fact, almost everyone I talked to besides Dr. Almost everyone I spoke to voiced ambivalence or uncertainty as to where we are headed with the exception of Dr. But there have always been people who struggle. There have always been people who are addicted. And there have always been people who come along and help those people.

People come along and create new solutions. I think most people are going to be just fine. Sometimes I hear voices coming from it, beckoning me to check it out and reap its cheap rewards. To this day, Instagram, Snapchat, and plain old texting give me a taste of that old hook-up app feeling.

App screen shots by the author.


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